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2010-04-09T12:07:00.003+08:00

sorry peepos. i malas nk update. sumpah sampai tk leyhh sumpah lagiy, ie tating. tkleyhh angs, tap i go with the flow. nga tngu tok ari i campak bende pat muker ie. weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~
i'm sorry naz. because of me, you're like this.

2010-03-09T12:13:00.002+08:00

i will not say who, but my F&N teacher, is pissing me off. I SWEAR! what? we can't talk to each other, keeps saying that this is a bloody exam, paderhal tk sakk. i think esther is like pissed, annoyed. &&& she keeps saying tha everyone has to be compassionate blah blah blah.

2010-01-23T18:21:00.002+08:00

im bored. i miss my house:( i miss my room, all to meself. i miss my baybiee eventhough i'm gonna meet him after madrasah tmr. maseh lamer lagiyyk. mesti tido, bangon, mandi, makan, tngu bas, naek bus, attend madrasah, baruuuuuuuuuuu jmpe MY BBYCAKES♥ !

I l♥ve you Nazly

2010-01-04T16:56:00.003+08:00

IMISSYOUMYLOVELYCUTEPANTAT

kiemeksxz its been like what *checking the calendar* 12 days and counting. 12 suckish days cuzcuzcuz i didnt meet my sweetsweetcupcakes:( i cant go out during the holidays bcuz of yknwwwwwww.. fuck it. BUT im gonna mmmmmmmmmmeet him on wed *doing the shoulder dance* puhlus, its gonna be 7 7 7 7 7 7 7 mmmmmmmmmmonths *grin* iluvluvluvyew cant wait for wednesday baby♥

first day of school. oooooomg. this sekolah is getting more and more mereypeksxz. we have to wear school socks now?! ewwwwwwwwwwwwwww, but still, terpakse, cmnr? school, was okayy. ain's my classmate so it wouldnt be so bad. and there's only 3 melayus in the class. mostly babi's luhh. and i hate my class, but the teacher's okay *thumbs up*

-i do not go out with other guys just like that. and even if i did/do, nazly will be the first one to know and ofcourse i'll asking permission. i don't know why. maybe you're should i say jealous? ever since that oh so lovely day *you know im being sarcastic* i just had the feeling that somehow, you're not happy. so what *flicks hair* im with him. accept it already. even if you were to say that whatever shit that im saying is no, not true, i still dont believe you. you dont keep you're ( fill - it - in ). no, you dont do that, unless ( dot - dot - dot ), right? idk. and what makes you think that ( space )? im his gf! gosh. i dont like you. i can if i want to. leave US ALONE. dont interfere. im not even part of your life, i dont even wanna make you part of mine. *exhales* so i should just put on a pleasant face infront of you, but you wouldnt even know.

2009-12-07T11:00:00.002+08:00

Zulkhairi[with the topi on]

omgee can't wait for tuesday, performing for YOG. yeyeyeyeyeyeyey. nad, fish, dtg on the 15 kayy? yesterday was our 6th month. yes, 6. fast aye? i've got no money no money no money no money in my hands.... wtf. irri siyool. let me tell you bout my kaypo/fat/fair/voice like a man ustazah. so my youngest bro has class in the morning and we share the same ustazah and, he came home and told me that she asked him bout me and my sweet cupcake.

ustazah: "syaziq, kakak awak dengan nazly ehk?"

syaziq: paused, dont know what to say..

ustazah: "syaziq?"

syaziq: "ha? a'ah"

ustazah: "ouhh.. kakak awak skolah cmnr? next year ie sec 4 kn?" -why does she need to know?*rolls eyes*

syaziq: "ouhh tk, next year she sec 3"

ustazah: "saya ingt sec 4?"

syaziq: "ouhh tk, ie retain"

ustazah: "ouhh okay, nazly skola manr?"

syaziq: "ITE"

ustazah: "okay luhh"

why is she so, pesal nk tawu tuu sumer? sebok jehh luhh. eish, beyh nk flirt nan matae aku lakk tuu.

2009-12-02T20:56:00.002+08:00

anyways, its m-e-r-s-i-n-g diana syg. get well soon tawtaw :} and this is for people who's hobby is disturb people and loves to create a scene. so what it someone else's boob is big? she has the right to be proud. the only reason that you're should i say jealous? yeah i should. is because yours isn't. so then if you're not happy with the way your bood is, then do something about it, easy enough right? ;)

2009-11-25T16:14:00.003+08:00

today was a tiring day, OMG. mrs.v was funny. she said that i wasn't dancing properly and i looked like an old lady dancing. hahahah. i was tired. others were great, dancing their ass off. for the first time i danced till like.. we're dancing for YOG. AWESOMENESS. fun, tiring. went to meet nazluuleyheehuu after dance and apr lagiy, makan! met him yesterday after 4 days of loneliness. rinduuuuuuu rindu serinduu rinduu nyaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. seemed like 40 days bitch. went to his place, played with aryan, this CUTE small boy who happens to be his nephew. he is sooo cute! so went home and omg on the way home, there was this tall chinese guy and he was checking my boyfriend's bewbs. and i was like staring at him. eish eish. and i cried, in the middle of the night, cuz i thought that my awesome boyfriend didn't wanna talk to me anymore cuz all he said was 'im so sory' that's all! and like he didn't say anything after that, nothing nothing nothing. so, i got scared, and was thinking ' okay, he's not gonna talk to me anymore, boys are all the same, blablabla..' but in the end, he told me that he was watching the mentalist. so nvm. oh nadia, he used the pink top alreadz. heeeeee~ he look nice :D

i miss my awesome boyfriend(his comp rosak) ♥

2009-11-08T14:50:00.006+08:00

im gonna miss you guys:( but, we'll still meet after school kayy?

i miss you biee:( dont do that again

2009-11-07T12:34:00.002+08:00

sorry peeps, was busy & lazy. so now, it's my turn. since baby had done it.

*ehem ehem*

dearest nazly,

OMG, 5 MONTHS! 5 FUCKING MONTHS!

im so happy, really really really happy, DUH?

i thank you for all the things that you've done for me, and things that you're gonna do for me. yes, you've been there at times when i needed you the most, when i need someone to talk to, when i need someone to listen to all my crap, someone to help me in things, all sorts of things, be it big or small.

i wasn't use to people 'blanje' me and all, cuz they didnt do that to me, they weren't that nice like you. having you in my life, is the best. being with you, spending time with you, is awesome. eventhough when we 'fight' it's over stewpid and small things, right? having a boyfriend like you, i dont know.. more than what i expected. i thank you for your time, dedication, honesty, love and care. im sorry if i were to do things that would make you mad or pissed or sad. i didnt mean it, honestly. never was my intention was to hurt you. why would i not want to see you happy? im sorry that whatever fariz/which ever guy text me broke your heart. im sorry that you had to help me walk from the bustop all the way to bedok reservoir. im sorry that i always touch your face. i know that i've done tonnes of mistakes to you, and i dont know how im suppose to cover it up.

i hope that im being a good girlfriend cuz you're an awesome boyfriend. you say the nicests most sweetest things i swear!

hell yeah people, nazly's awesome. i know i keep saying the word awesome, cuz yknw why? HE IS, he's overthetop.

I LOVE YOU BABY, ALWAYS *kiss you all over your face*

2009-11-03T11:07:00.003+08:00

ye, aku retainee, so? yes, i didnt really study. was diasppointed with myself cz i wanted to pass food and nutrition actually. but, i didnt. met with ms martens yesterday together with ibu and ayah and i was shocked? when i saw the report card that clearly stated "retained in sec 3 na" the expressions on their faces. o-m-gee. but what to do? ms martens said that she tried to push me up but she couldnt find those 40 marks. all i needed was another 40, thats all. i didnt do the talking, didnt do anything but just stared at pretty colored file that was aligned neatly at the shelves. ayah asked me earlier, "how did you think your results are gonna be?" i said, "can luhh, can make it." paderhal paderhal. sad? mesti luhh siyool! tk naek uhk sakk. nevermind, can always study again. that was what ibu told me. at least she "support, help" in a way or two. not like my dad. he told me that i have to go home straight after school. and he will use both his hands and feet to do the rest. whatever. but he's likt that. he was so disappointed. he told me himself. i've got no choice. but what i know is, study while i still can.

2009-10-29T16:09:00.000+08:00

I DONT WANNA RETAIN, FUCKING SCARED. BISMILLAH BISMILLAH.

so then..

2009-10-25T11:16:00.006+08:00

hello beautiful people. lemme see, i didnt update for *counting* more than 3, 4 days? :O lamerr tuu. lets start with saturday. went fishing, as you can see, at seletar, around that area. it was dark. i didnt wanna follow, but terpakse nyr case. i didnt have a choice. was okay okay. reached at 6+ in the afternoon & went back at 5.30 in the morning. had prata for breakfast. [awesomeness] the prata was so small. shape was like disc. small right? i know. went home after that. i dint sleep cuz i slept all the way. it was plain boring. i didnt do anything. just watched old people like my dad fish. maybe to them it's fun, but not to me. i didnt have any company. syafiq was buzy with his phone, but i still did talk to him.

we were at the carpark till *jeng3* we saw uncle wan's car. he's my aunt's (acu) sugarmuffin. he's nice. so like acu let them sleep over at gramma's place & it is bad. im not saying cuz im mean or whatsoever but if they were to sleep over, they won't make it. honestly. like uncle dan, uncle nader, uncle madi. they slept here before & they didnt make it. so the number one thing you should NOT do is, not sleep over. cuz, firstly, it's disrespectful & what, noone was home. *sigh* you are old, yet, you don't know how to think. shameful. but i do hope that they'll last, they're planning to get married :)

sorry biee, i didnt tell you earlier. i swear i thought that you were mad at me.

then, it was monday,. i didnt come to school cuz something bit my left eyelid. was fucking swollen. arrgh. irri nk mamps. how can i go out?? so stayed at home & waited for the day to pass. then it was tuesday. there was no school on that day. but ibu didnt know. adr chance. me, bby, har[di]ana went to airport. early in the morning at 8+ i think. it was awesome, there were planes, pilots, food. &&& went candy empire with bby♥ thankyousomuchforthecandies! arter that we went to tampines. we went there cuz they (bby, hardi) wanted to skate. but in the end they didnt. instead, they raped their gf :D heheheheheheheheeh. ouhh! there was this metta boy. he's scary. sorry. went to petal garden after that with their friend, which i do not know his name, but he was cute. hahhahaha. & there was this boy/guy who said "sexy bitch, baby" to me, & nazly was there, but not at that area luhh. mampos. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. he's big & big. ewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. overall, it was F-U-N.

yesterday, wednesday. to start off the day, i woke up at 7, & school start at 7.20/25 idk. & so, i planned to go to school at 8.30 & i did. reached at 8.44. school was boring. & found out that our class actually had 9 retainees (is that how you spell it?) & they pulled 3 of them up. oh god, i dont wanna retain. but i only passed my eng & bahasa melayu. kimakk, kalo mayu fail, memalukan siyool. then, i though of passing f&n. but i didnt. i didnt do it properly. but i was kinda happy with my math though. the only time i passed math was during PSLE. yes. dinah was disappointed with my f&n. i am too! i didnt hand in my reflection something. the thing that we had to do after practical. & so, we decided to do it together next year. it was a deal. thankxs dinah! after school. me & diana went to macs to meet her cousin, HAIQEL. i forgot his first name, ooops. HE BLANJE ME ICE-CREAM. what a gentleman. he is. & he has small eyes like ajan. hehehehe. nice knowing you too^^

& i didnt go to school today, cuz all the socks were not in pairs.

i miss you baby, can't wait for sentosa.

edit: *screams* biee, imyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimyimy

hahaha cute luh letter itu bie.nte this k?ily only you.nt being perasan but yes i hu(pe niy biee?) adr or suka i pun uh but ily its like diff luh other girls. You ajer special.u ader tempat dalam hati i bukan macam perempuan lain bie.u i tetap setia tak akan i cinta perempuan lain. u might think this mybe just some seww talk or shit.but all of this things im saying cmes frm the bottomof my heart biewhy would i lieto my one and only.ily and thts all tht matters.okeh bie? Ilysm hunny nvr will i st bbyku.*kiss*ilywithallmyheart

i cried after reading that. im sorry biee, im sorry bout yesterday. im sorry you have a fucking paranoid gf like me. but i trust you, always did

finally...

2009-10-21T14:20:00.006+08:00

heyho:) watching it on youtube now. im waiting for dance to start which is at 3.30 and now it's 2.20 &&& also waiting for 5.30 cuz cuz cuz, im meeting daddy later. YEY. i hope you're fine, your head. dont skate at eastcoast anymore kayy? i hate that place, da luhh panas, jauohh lakk tuu nk jln dari bustop. hmmm. so talked things out with sharlene and everything's fine now! it's like dragging & dragging & dragging till it cant drang no more. talked, apologised, settled. on my behalf i'd like to apologise, if your feeling were hurt, and i know you were mad, so was i. and i hope this thing will rest and hopefully not continue anymore cuz it's like keeping something against somebody & like you're just waiting for it to be over and done with. & about TKG, TTK, it's nothing. we didnt know anyway. im full of lies? sorry if you think that of me, but im not FULL of it. everyone tells lies and i dont lie bout everything, but if i did, there would always a reason behind it.

cant wait for tmr, cuz there's no school & ibu doesn't know a thing. i feel bad, but... we planned to go to little india in the morning & get our hands done, then take a picture/two cuz tmr's diana&hardi's first month. congrats congrats. lastlong! aku nk masok five! heeee:} but idk bout nazuu cuz there's school for him & idk if he's gonna skip. bby, i tatawuu apr nk bag u utk u nyr bdayy seyhh! *runs around like a serial killer*& like your bdayy is coming, which is on the 11th novemberrrrrrr. arghhhh. cheyy cheyy da 17 *ehem* luhh org tuu. :p gtg now. update when there's time.

muhammad nazly, i love you♥

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2009-10-18T15:54:00.005+08:00

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2009-10-17T21:18:00.005+08:00

muhammad NAZLY/♥

yes biee, i was crying, i was thinking bout stewpid things, which i do not know why.. but im okay now. sometimes, i feel like im the worst gf ever. im not prefect, i've done stewpid things. & i do regret some of it. but i certainly did not & will never ever regret being with him. thankyou, so much for everything. you make me feel so so special. i know you're trying, so hard, but you dont have to yknw:} loveyoualways.

ril: kwn baru dokk, st. hilda's. ya dont need to know more. he's cool. loves chocolates & sensitive, like me! ^^ tday was okayy.. went madrasah & was kinda early. 1st time! & wore this skirt that was from diana syg, can see my panty. HAHAH. but then too bad, bby couldnt send me home, thankxs to syafiq luhh, saperhh lagiy? spoil-errr. he was sick yesterday. i was soo bloody worried cuz his body was fucking hot. takot jerhh paper jad taw. & he's okayy now. YEY. arghh biee! imy alreadyy! hugs are awesome, especially ones from nazly♥ too bad you cant get any :p

talking to bby now, bye *waves*

2009-10-14T22:17:00.003+08:00

okehh, camni. aku tk strt pape taw. sape tk mrh dokk kalo org ckp kiter dtg rmh ie stakt nk $$$. hari raya lagiyy. siak kn? kitorg tk pk camtuu sial. kiter dtg rmh sal ie, kwn. tk pape. tapiy, kaw tawuu yg makbapak kaw ckp giytuu, diam kn jerhh uhk. tkyah nk post pt blog perhh. lagiy2 blog kaw tk private. sape2 leyhh bace kn? kaw cm tk pkai otak buat keje. aku tawuu tuu kaw peyhh blog, kaw leyhh tules pape taik pt dlm, tapiy pk uhk pmpn. otak adr uat pe? bkn aku sorang jerhh yg dtg rmh kaw, tapiy 8 org. jad tk slh kalo kitorg mrh. tawuu kaw diamkn jerhh. tkperluu nk blang sumer org(yg bacer blog kaw). pas satu, satu kaw uat hal.

a'ah, aku mendak, tak psal uhk. yg aku spam pon sal ie uat aku/kitorg benci ie. babtu aku spam. kalo ie tk strt, niy sumer tkkn jad luhh. aku da stop, ie sebok2 post lagik sal bende tuu, konon nyr nk balas luhh. hmmm. tapiy sayang, ie peyhh blog tkdr archives, jad tkleyhh tngk. tap apr aku tawuu, kitorg da bace. SAPE YG SLH SKRG?

2009-10-13T16:02:00.002+08:00

mayu luhh senang, hai.. senang ckp, kaw tk happy kn? pfft. typo. gasak aku luhh aku nk spam ke, edit gmbr ke. aku nyr psl uhk apr aku nk uat. aku sengaje pileh nk spam kaw. kaw tk happy? ckp jehh uhk. a'ah, memang aku uat gtu untk uat diri aku puas. suker ati. aku jealous? kaw anr tawu.. smenjak biler kaw nan aku pas skola? jad, kalo tk tawuu pape, diam jehh. aku tk ckp kaw lawa, aku tk ckp aku lawa. da luhh, aku mls nk lyn kaw nan kaw nyr mapekk. tkdr mase tok kaw, sorry{;

tk p skola tad, saket, walawpon adr exam. tk bwk alek buku lakk tuu, diyana kater paper susah, naseb aku tk dtg. hahahah. mc 2 ari dokk. tapiy, aku nk dtg skola uhk sok. math siyool! ramai org saket, kecian. pandaipandai jage diri luhh, aku saket sal terlalu bnyk minom air, macammacam jenis. tekak panas. mak, obat tank kala, 4. peyhh susah nk telan.

da, pastuu jmpe nazlyy♥ skjp. adr org da dpt hp aru luhh! cheyy cheyy. suker luhh tuu :p mekasih luhh syg, ummm for being there for me. ily

alurrmak, saket pulakk~

2009-10-12T19:36:00.009+08:00

muhammad nazly/♥
ilybiee, thankyou so much for the yummy cookies. famous amos dokk! real nice. im sorry for what happened inside the bus. i thought you didn't wanna layan me): that's why. a lil bit too sensitive. *sighs* sometimes i wonder, how the hell you can tolerate my shitty crap. how i wish i wont be as sensitive as i am right now. really sorrysorrysorry. im sick. yes. boring sakk. and ouhh, i didnt bring back my f&n textbook, and tomorrow is f&n exam. fucked upp to the coresxz, all the best to me. &&& saw nis and eyqahh pat bustop wearing baju kurung. jambuu abes^^

morning: had math paper 1 and physics. kimakk, cnfrm fail physics. i didnt study and i dont really pay attention during mrs. boo's class. there's something distracting bout her.. and there was math. can do, but i dont know if i'll pass. had last minute revision yesterday night at punggol with nurul, kicap and syrup, they share the same name: ashraf. it actually helped! did remember some of the things that he told me to. thankxs abg, appreciate it {:

noon: went to tampines with nadia, ash, ayuni, diana, bby.. ljs. diana had coupons, so yeah. enjoyenjoy. biee, sorry you had to skip school, because of me -.-' and mama want to see me, again, she wanted to talk to me? O.o serams serams. she looks like cik NONI, not NO NEED, biee.

LOOK, I did spam sharlene's blog, so? i have the right to do whatever i want. i know it's her blog and all, but pfft. & the prettaye part, it was from one of the tags. fyi. i was fucking bored at that point of time at diana's house, dont blame diana cuz I was the one that did it. c'mon, you do stewwwpid things when you're bored, right? and i gotta admit, spamming is fun. just felt like doing it.. we'll see how it goes.. hahah. & guest(who i think is stewwpid to not put yr name, and i wouldn't be surprise if it's [blank] ) kaw da luhh tktawuu paper, beyhh nk masok campo lakk. kalo kaw tk fhm apr yg kaw bace pt screen kaw tuu, jng bace luhh, sebok ajr. tkderhh keje laen perhh? kalaw tk fhm, jng bace. senang kn? aprsal buat diri kaw susah? hai, heran heran. kaw tk fhm sal.. kaw salu bobal eng, budoww. hmph. & sharlene, it's "nah" not "nak" wanna spam? spam luhh, cket pon tk heran uhk dokk ;)

anniversary, ily bumbum

2009-10-06T22:43:00.005+08:00

diana! too bad, hardi tkderhh. rash, muker..

tuu luhh bby cikgu suzana, nadia namer ie. cute taw.*sorry blurr*

ehhh tiara..

tuu lurhh gmbr, less than 1/2 of it:P

sorry, no time to upload all.

so, lets start. firstly, HAPPY 4TH MONTH ANNIVERSARY SAYANG/♥

yes, yes! its already 4 months.. omg biee, i wanna marry you & have cute babies{: *giggles*

(tk salah perh?)

ouhhhhhh, HAPPY ANNIVERSARY TO BIANCHINE & RYAN:) they've been together for like what, 8 months? lamerr knknkn? i know. lastlong sweetie, ly♥

okayy, so like went jalan raya last sat with (no order) bby! diana, ayuni, tiara, rash, saiful. yeah. & i waited for the 3 permaisuri doing their hair. *sigh* lamerr u! anyways, we reached our first house at 3+? yes, late. paper luhh. rumah pertama: rasheeqa, anak kepada rosli, & the last lhouse was mr siddiq's house. sempat maen wii. geyrekness. but before that, we went to sharlene's house kat bedok uhh kn. it was 9.30+. to us it was kinda late. if her house was the last house, we would've stayed longer. so we stayed there like for a couple of minutes & diana had to go home. then about 2? days later, she posted on her blog saying that her parents said that we went there just to get money. siak kn?

anyway girl, it's hari raya. dengan ikhlas kitorg p. like what i've said, if we don't regard you as a friend, we won't even bother to call you and ask if we could come over. and yes, sharlene's mother there are boys. so what? we mix around, with boys. well too bad there were only 2 of them. *shrugs* and no, i did read that sentence, 3 times. yes, your parents said it, not you. you can just type saying that you fought back whatsoevr, i dont care, we dont care. its okayy if you dont wanna give us the moneyy. tk heran uhk siyool.

and wht? you asked insyirah to ask if we're mad at you? why can't you ask yourself? you're the one that posted it. if you didn't wanna like anything to start, you should've thought it over before posting it, right? i know, i know, it's your blog you can bitch bout whatever you want. well hey. so can i. just wanting to let you know, you started the fire. just think, we came over to your house and your parents said that we came over just to get money? wtf. you should've just kept it to yourself and not letting the whole world know bout it. dont drag insyi to the picture.

I LOVE THE WORLD. BUT SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST PLAIN (______) WHAT TO DO?

2009-10-05T19:37:00.006+08:00

HELLO GUYS!(:
nazly here posting on behalf of syafiqah (:
hehehehe

practically haha i dunno what to say when she was at sch?
i wasnt there mah!
haha hope she had fun in sch
and yes she ate during recess hehehehe (:

so like uhhhhhh
yeah
after that went outside to meet
yours turly(:
hahaha followed diana
to tampines.
yes tampines.
we waited at mcs while they go tooooo
uhhhh xcraft i think horh.
then like after they came back ayuni was pissed
with the mad people at tampines mall just now
hahaha
mad people was bugging her
syaf said this
kalau aku aku pekik uh sia!
yeahhhhhhhhhh

lol
after that we had to go off early
hahaha then went to this shop for awhile -_
haha omg i forgot the name
uhh black urban?
hahahah
so like they sold very neat stuff all like stationary and shit
anyways thanks bby for bringing me there (:
i got ideas lol
evil intentions
haha just joking
so send her home omg tomorrow is our 4th month!
aaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh!
so fast (:
hehehe we were like talkig like so far we think of it horh
so funny.
anyways this is for you baby (:

ehem
hehehehe __-
throughout this four months
it has been the best four months ive ever had
especially when i got to spend it with you bby
all the minutes hours seconds days i spend with you
is always so romantic funny funn enjoyable
alahhhhhh easier to say its always a blast!
all the sad times or gaduh times we still made it though
we forgive each other and learn all the mistakes
haha to tell truth we fight over stupid things
not even one time serious gaduh kan bie?hahaha
all the days we miss each other we exchange our ily's or imy's kisses through the phone
ahahahah tak leh angkat it makes me rindu u more taw3
youre the best gf i mean it
im not just saying this for fun fair or whatever fckface shit haha
i swear the feeling ngan u eh macam lain!
your kisses so sweet your hugs so warm your words
music to my ears bie.
syafiqah you are so!
heartwarming i swear to god bie.
everytime we have to say goodbye owh gosh dont we look sad
hahaha.
ive always wait till the day i see your beautiful smile again
i count the hours and minutes not seconds uh lol
and i text you excitedly(:
haha you know why?
when i get to see ur face all my probs are gone
everythings alright
my misses will be gone for awhile only uhh lol
nanti nak hantar u balik mampos
rindu u giler babi!.
my love grows stronger for you(:
everysingledaytimewhatsoever!
i hope and know that the future is gonna be bright (:
ily bie and i will never ever stop bie(:
you have my all
my trust my faith my love my everything(:
ily always.
mwahhhhhhh
happy annyversary syngku
(:

2009-09-29T21:33:00.002+08:00

humans are mean. agree? i strongly agree. what i know bout myself is that im sensitive, fucking sensitive. say one SMALL thing, and it can hurt me, in alot of ways. only god knows. why? superrr irritating taw.

right now, im stressed. bout what? hmm lemme see, tmr there's f&n, nothing to hooray about. we have to give m.stevensons our ingredients list by tomorrow, yes, tomorrow. puki kn? bagi time skejap jehh. mapekk sial. blom abs lakk tuu. HISH. and exams in like what, 2 days? yeah. and i didnt even study for anything.. wtf? what am i gonna do? i need space, time. i finding it a hard time to catch up for ss,bio,phy. fuck those subjects. i hate it. I NEED SPACE! I NEED SPACE! I NEED SPACE!!!

what else? moneyy yes moneyy. trying to save, fuck i need to save money. alot. so what i planned was not to merayap nowadays till exams are over. benefits:

1) save duit

2) save duit

3) save time

4) parents wont nag

5) sleep

6) reach home early ~what my parents wanted me to do for 2 1/2 years.

and im also worried for, nadia, ash, fish, tiarajan,wani. i hope you guys are fine.
nazly, what you said, hurt me. honestly. noone said that to me before. and you had to be the first? im hurt, really really really really really really hurt. work hard for the competition. all the best. i feel like crying now, but i cant. you dont have to not skate after this yknw. i dont want to interfere. you do whatever that you like, enjoy, love to do, that is clearly, skate. i dont hate you, i wont curse you. i know you didnt mean to hurt me or whatsoever, but im just hurt. thats all. i had fun yesterday with kak lenny, your very pretty sister, abg khai and you. very nice people.
sharlene, i know that you were not outside yesterday. maybe you didnt realise that you said "wait uhh, need to charge my phone.." you bring along a charger when you go out? im not stupid, neither am i dumb. i dont care if fahmy was listening to our conversation the whole time. anyway, it was nice (?) talking to you. laugh all you guys want. doesnt bother me one bit.

2009-09-23T22:39:00.005+08:00

SELAMAT HARI RAYA (: enjoy.

sorry tk update. been buzy lately. and ayah's at home, dunno why he's home before me. so, have to make up stupid excuses like 'ouhh, adr homework uhk' *sighs* i feel bad, lying to him. i know that some of you think that, hey, he won't know anyway.. but still. he's my dad. but i terpakse. nk blog nyr pasal. harap faham. i lied to do something good? hmmm. anyways, had raya and all that normal things you do during raya. go people's houses, sit, chat, salam, get $$$. ouhh, i got so sad when i went to one of this house and like she didn't gimme $$$ )): syafiq pon tk dpt. *laughs hard* now i know how you young *ehem* people feel. too bad for you luhh! ayah said that we won;t receive the $100, that we used to get during raya. "i want to see good results, then you get the money" pardon his english, not that good, i know. so, gotta do well to earn that moneyy.

pictures will be uploaded when i have the time. but i will. it's just a matter of time. idk why, i feel tired. like tired, tired. i'm tired. need to sleep. okayy, soon. so today's wednesday.. school starts at 8.40am(?) and i woke up at 8. i was rushing actually. i was tired. needed that extra minute badly. but i wasn't late. yeah. but i was yesterday. thankxs ehk nicole. yes nicole from ayuni's class. you knew that my skirt can't go any lower and you just had to tell pig. what's your problem? you've got issues girl. you've made me dislike you. whatever.

anyways, met nazuu after school and sharlene(anna) told me that she saw me and nazuu walking, holding hands all. hahhah((: we had lunch(?) at the sandwich shop. thankxs for paying biee♥ then saw nadia and ash. joined us. kesian ash, lapar ye? then nazuu was so happy cuz he got new shoes. it's blue in color.. nice noice. ouhh, thank you for the perfume! i do like it, alott. sorry bout the bapok. get another guy leyhh ak? eish.

had a nice conversation with sharlene inside the toilet for 1/2 an hour. hahahah. it was fun, exchanging info.

lastly, Diana/♥ last long with Hardi love.

*waves* ily hunn

2009-09-16T19:56:00.004+08:00

sorry peeps tk update. abit the malas luhh.. the best way to start the day, met nazuu ♥

but before that, i found out that ibu read my messages. wtf right? i know! *starting to get annoyed* but then, she didn't say anything. at least she didn't stop me:) school, had f&n. mrs. stevensons was kinda annoying..hmmm. then had recess. aku tk puase, perh lagiy? makan uhk. then omgomg! had math just now, so like usually i would just slack around & not do the work properly (biase urh) but just now, i actually did! all the things that mr. anwar told us to do. & i did it for 1 fucking period! wow. i'm so pround of myself. i can actually study! yey me:} it was fun, yes, math, fun. cause i understood. then had ss. i slept, real good. & i'm sitting right infront. had dance after school. but lepak with ash, nadia, diana, ayuni (came in half way). dance was tiring. my thighs hurt. did lotsa "leg exercises". during break, me, chloe, dinah, celeste played this game *which i do not know the name* it was fun! tried not to topple the "thing" & i was the first one to topple it. so we had to bring in someone, any level, to like participate in chingay. i was thinking to take any members of TKG, but i dk if they would be interested. but if they're not, then like i could ask somebody else. i was thinking of fatin supaafly:) we'll see. can't wait for chingay though. imy biee. ouhh biee, i'll give it to you thee day that you're giving me okehh? ly always hunny! xx

2009-09-16T10:58:00.002+08:00

mrs. stevensons is stressing me out. coursework ain't easy.

2009-09-12T17:28:00.005+08:00

it's been quite a while since i had these.. i'm craving for one:( & i miss nazuu

it's cupcakes btw

abc,xyz

2009-09-11T22:35:00.001+08:00

ouhh babe,
i know you're tired. rest for tmr yeahh? congrats on the ollie thingy. sorry people. don't know how to phrase it properly.. okayy. 12 stairs, he ollie down. get it? if not, pelan pelan kayoh luhh ehk. had dance in the afternoon. met nazuu before going, yey! it was so nice, the weather, everything. spending everysingle time with you is just awesome, really. & i miss you alreadyy:( thankyew so much for the chocolate, the wrapping, is soooooooo cute! heheheheh. no, its not nothing syg. i loike it:))
thenthenthen, chloe's getting a hair cut! hope you didn't regret. but i'm sure you'll look nice. and now bby is talking bout skate, skate, skate. heheheh. suuker jehh. anyws, fariz wanna meet me. next week saying that he miss me & all. bullshit. sweet talker mothafucker *sighs* some people will never change..
omgee, aku lom li bajuu rayer siyool, tahun ini fucked up. & i do not know what to do. help.
I DO NOT LIKE (_______),(______),(_______). my life stinks.

2009-09-10T17:39:00.005+08:00

SELENA gomez/♥

as you can see, that's selena. nazuu's favourite. i like her too. she's cute!^^currently chewing on bubblegum. omg my period is killing me. it hurts, alot & i miss nazuu♥ see you tmr hunn:)) & it's already 6, you're not home yet? i'm bored. can't go out. reason being: ibu takot i pregnant. i know. ibu, i know how to take care of myself. at least i know how to. i don't give my body to a guy that i know for a day. that's stewpid. you think i'm stewpid? i know you think i am. well, i'm not. sometimes, you can be so annoying and (fill it up yourself). *sighs* but i still love you. i'm bored, i'm bored, i'm bored. ouhh, i have $10 inside my purse & i know what to spend it on:D imissnazuu. ouhh, you're at the hospital alreadyy. get well soon uncle! i pray that you'll get well real soon, hari raya tk smpai sebulan cik!

~bismillahirrahmanirahim. ya allah, saya doakan agar pakcik nazly cepat sembuh. amin~

i was browsing then i came across this

"Man becomes man only by his intelligence, but he is man only by his heart."

Henri Frederic Amiel

continued;

2009-09-09T19:45:00.004+08:00

heyho!*smiles*
omg, my period's here! weeee:) im so happy, not because i can't fast but it's because it didn't appear for a month. nk pengsan. ingt adr apr apr kn.. since it's here. might as well enjoy it!^^ didn't go home after the extra class, lepak, no not lepak, spend time with nazuu till 2. i was so fucking early for dance, heh. i hate being late, actually. the feeling is, uhhhh. anyw, i had a terrible terrible tummyache and daddy came to the rescue. thankyewxsz daddykins. i don't know what i'll be without you. my hero *nods head* took bus to school, paderhal 1 stop. i was in pain people.
omgomg. yknw what?

we'll be performing!! yes, chingay! happy woii. that would be next year. comingcoming. and we'll be going to perth. omg can't wait:} and there will be a concert, school concert next year. can't wait for next year. *sighs* i'm so happy. really. cant wait for hari raya. but i like didn't fast for almost the entire month. shitty. so after dance, went home with the irritating/annoying boy aka nazuu. heeheeh[: went bubbletea shop first to get drinks. kehausan. shafa said that NAZUU doesn't look like he's 16+. she said that he looked like 14-15. waaaaaaaaaaah. kembang glerr tuu bacenn tawtaw. hahah. but you don't look like 16+-17 actually. people want to look young NOT old darling.

she's so hot! i know you love her biee. for you♥

2009-09-09T09:55:00.005+08:00

mornnnnnning! currently in school, attending extra lessons. f&n. using lappy=advantage^^yesterday met nazuu, isma, ben, vivern, ayuni and diana. then went to bedok library. didn't go for literature. was too early. sorry babes, aku lambat.mandi lambat uhk. i thought it was at 9 but atually it was at 10.30 am. diana malas nk p. so met nazuu opp school and i got a cake! it was nice, really nice. royals dok. kecian wan, trtinggalkn pt lam bus. dont be sad.. heeee:) thankxs hunn. anyw, they were late. suppose to meet at 11 but they came like at 11.30? understood cuz ben stays at punggol. they(ayuni, diana, ben, isma, vivern) studied really. hahah. vivern disturbed me, alot. he was like "aye syafiqah, i gotta a feeling, tonight's gonna be a good night" hahah. annoying, in a funny way. he asked if i already had sex with nazuu :D fun and funny people. omgomg, then i saw pantat boy. his name is like rozaime but its 'ru'. he's my neighbour. sombong siak. thngk org semcm. found out from amalina. she know everyone. hai.

biee, i'm sorry if mama scolded you ystrdy. i was late too! then i dont know, i cried outside my house. i sat outside for like 10mins crying. ibu asked why i cried, i said nothing nothing nothing. she told me that i owe her something. she told me to get a nice day to tell her. what am i suppose to tell her? i dont even know why i cried. i was being paranoid i think. but i know that i was scared for some reason. i dont know i dont know. stressed uhk sial.

cried alot yesterday night. i'm so sorry if you were pissed syg. i know you were from the tone of your voice. i'm sorry to make you wait on the phone for so long. i'm sorry. i didn't know how to tell you. i was scared. i told you what i wanted to tell you for quite awhile. the reason is, i dont see all that in you. really. honestly. you don't have to do that everynight, starting from now. i'm sorry. why are you feeling insecure about yourself? i dont feel ashamed to walk beside you, not one bit. you dont have to change anything. didn't i tell you before? nobody's perfect syg. ily, just the way you are{: can't wait to see you later hunnehh. that's it for now. *waves*

3 months, and still going strong.

2009-09-06T21:39:00.007+08:00

~Happy Anniversary, bby~

thank you so much for all that you've done for me, things that i simply can't repay you in any way. you've been there for me for me ever since i knew you. and i thank you for that. there's noone that can ever ever everr replace you. i can't really describe the feeling when i'm with you. but i know that it's awesome. i know that sometimes i maybe a bitch towards you, and i'm sorry. i know that we 'fight' over the smallest things, but i hope that it brings us closer, everytime. i'm sorry if i've hurt you in a way or another. if i did, i'm sorry. i didn't mean it. i don't wish to hurt you in anyway. i don't wish to see you sad because of what i did. i'm sorry that we didn't go to the movies, i'm sorry that you have to wait for me everytime we meet, i'm sorry that i didn't pass you the charger properly, i'm sorry that because of me, you have to get another charger which is hanrd to find. i'm sorry if i'm such a lousy girlfriend, i'm sorry if i suck. i'm sorry because of me, you miss band practices, i'm sorry if i suck. i'm sorry that i'm not perfect. i'm sorry if i'm not who you want me to be. i'm so sorry biee. how i wished that didn't happen. and i do not know why i can't send you messages. i'm so sorry. i'm hopeless. i hope that stewpid things like this won't happen again, honestly. i hate the feeling. once again, i'm sorry. -end

biee, are you okayy? u jatoh knknkn? and didn't go eastcoast. i'm so sorry bout your fone and the charger. i didn't mean it. ummm, you can use my phone first yknw. i dont mind, at all. at least i can call you:} i tawuu u binget. relax kayy? fucked up glerr. i'm sorry. and i didnt call you. umm, you misscall me ler da smpai rumah kayy? then i call you. ily, happy anniversary syg♥

so, what actually happened was that we were inside the bus after madrasah and i wanted to return him the charger and i didnt pass it to him properly. i just like put it in between us. ahhhh. i swear i regret doing that. i feel so stupid and helpless, really. so what diana♥ decided was like buying another phone with the rayer moneyy BUT the thing is, ibu would ask for the money. she dont let me keep it. idk why. so yeah. geeeeeeram sial. sial btol. asl? apr yg aku buat smpai leyhh luper charger tuu? raabk sial. imsosorry nazuu :(((( i know you hate me for that. its okayy.

saiful's(bestfriend, guy) back. learnt a new word which is machikene. i do not know what it means.. hai, anyw, HI^^lamer tk bbl..

met acu's shhould i say boyfriend? name: wan. he's nice, and fair, and kinda vain. but he's friendly and talks, alot. i cant stand quiet people. so quiet, so boring. uh-huh. okayy, so what acu told me was that they already brought the ring. whoohoo! and she said that it was fucking nice, and he told her to pick whatever that she likes and dont bother bout the price. kewl(so nazuu's word). and he's gonna propose. finally, after 7 steady boyfriends. about time. hope that he's the one. but they love each other, alot. i can tell. all the best.
bubbyes

report card, im scared

2009-09-03T18:23:00.006+08:00

okayy, to start off. i was late, again. fucked up siyool, i hate the teacher, whats her name.. mrs chong/cheong. she like nag-ed at me. i hate her. da luhh tk mandi pagiy2, stakat cuci muker jehh. kimmak, pengotor nk mampos. and biee, i was late on wed. i came in like a few minutes pon nk tangkap. cb.

went home straight after school. was hungry and didnt have money. sorry guys,

currently on the phone with nazuu, imyt biee♥ psst, ie tk puase. ahahah, like me. malas. and he doesnt top up $2. ie high class. *ehemehem* thinks that its kental. whatever. no, im not irritated. its so fun talking to you. will never get bored, i swear. something long and nice. hmmmmm. hahahahah. i'll be looking forward to next fridayy. wooohooo. he was late for school and he had a nightmare. the nightmare was cute and scary. the cute part was when i turned into a vampire. cool uhk. then the other part was when i got pissed, i did something till his head fell off and i ate him from head to toe. the reason i got pissed was because he said something wrong which was, 'yeluhh'. hehehehehhehehhe. cuteness. and he (________) cause he could feel the pain.. ooooooooo biee, yknw the msj you sent me ystrdy, it was soooo sweet! i cried. sweetest guy everr. ily nazuu; you can always talk to me. you were always there when i needed someone to talk to, and now i want to do the same. im so sorry if i said anything wrong):

& there's this parent-teacher conference thingyy and im not surprised that my parents kene jumpe. honestly, im sick of this shit. i think my grades are improving, abit. by 0.5%. that's what i think. like i need eng, and two other subjects to get promoted to sec4. naseb math tkdr. kalo tk mati siaaaa! im planning to pass mt(duh?) and like lit or bio or f&n? i regret nt listening during bio. and like mdm tan is a fucking good teacher. talking bout bio, my practical book was 'lost' last week and by magic it was under my desk just now. fuck you bitch. i dont understand that AWACKO thingyy for ss. haaaaaaaaaaaa! and physics, wow. its fucking math! so many numbers, hate it. there's practical tmr. lazyy. i dont feel like cooking, at all. thank you zi hui for the book, though i didnt ask for your permission, i just took it from your desk. thankxs dinah for distracting her. i felt bad. but i did write notes for her.
i miss her. happy belated birthdayy darling♥

2009-09-02T23:15:00.001+08:00

this is nazuu/♥

ily biee!

food and nutrition,

2009-09-02T10:39:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, 010909'
was raining! :} shiok glerr, tdo pon sodap dok. and i didnt fast. errrr malas uhk. ahahah. anwy, was Hanis birthdayy!♥ happy birthday babe, da lamer tk bbl nan kaw on the phone tuu sumer. the last time aku npk kaw was umm like last month, tuu pon trserempak. hahahha. aku dah tk knl seyhh, tnkg 2 kali aru knl. sorry babe. and yes, tuu matae aku. namer ie Nazuulehh(nazly).
hope to see you soon!^^
ouhh yes, i cut my hair. well, not really cut, just layered it abit cuz it was like thick and thinned it. paid $10 for it. hai, moneyymoneyy. i dont like it though, cuz its tooooooo, idk.

-wednesday, 020909'
met nazuu early in the morning. oww bby, dont be sad, muker u depressed glerr. ouhh, he took bus, beyhh terlajak/telajak smpai tampines. kecian kecian, *sigh* and ibu saw him. i dont think she recognise. tk psl uhk. ouhh biee! you text me kn, when i was like already inside school, your phone rang siaaaaaaaaaaaa. and i was like at the sunken foyer. nased cikgu tk dngr. pekak cket ckgu2 kt siniyy. *we took each other's phones. so like im holding his phone now and he's holding mine. i've got nothing to hide. no secrets.^^ good gf knknkn? 4 more days 4 more days!!

found out something fom diyana wondergirl, we're having f&n now. and like we're suppose to do coursework. whtevr. okayy, dy was doing research, and she said that when we're having pms, eat food that is rich in calcium! okkayyyy, toodles!

continued,
dance was tiring. like fucking tiring, to the maxxxxx. didnt know why. maybe it's because we did lotsa leg movement. learned new steps. it was okayy-okayy. but tiring. then me, dinah, celeste, chloe, shafa and shab played this game which i do not know the name but fun! like i was humping(?) on their backs. hahahah. after dance, i accompanied chloe to the bubbleteashop to get herslf a drink. kimm, fucking thirst siyooltxsz! i alsoo beli air luhh. heh. the ate this chinese like food which is ouhh so shiok! chloe blanja(?) $1. done with malay karangan, pembetulan. thankxz diana♥ ly

-anna, haiyerrrr. tuu pon nk ckp. ltk bsr2 lakk tuu. yes, nan is sick. eish. people, i did like fahmy, bfr. that was a loooooooooooooooooooong looooooooooooooooooooong time ago. and now, he's deeply in love with anna. same goes with me and nazuu. okayy, done!

Nazuu/♥
so cute of you __ ___! dont be so sad and depressed and emo-ish. and abg khai keep calling. heh. trust me,

puasa, me no like..

2009-08-30T19:49:00.001+08:00

hello hello,
okayy, first things first.
THANKYEW SO MUCH DIANA ANAK RIFA'I
(butol knknkn?)*giggles*
you dont have to know why i thank her, huhuh
well, actually. i do have to thank her. cause, she's done truckloads of things for me. good person y'knw!
-Diana/♥
dont worry, everything's gonna be fine. aku kn adr. kaw tkmo risaw ye? ie tk kn uat pape nan kaw nyr. kater nk laja kn? elok luhh pt lib. curissy, he just lost the best. SKATE SKATE SKATE(!) friends ajr luhh giniy yeah?
i miss nazly, nazly. nazly/ nazly; nazly' nazly:
yes, nazly, aku rindu ie, bnykbnyk.
anyways, staying at grammas place now. at least better. ayah is SO annoying.(random) he's at jb with ibu, enjoy luhh tuuu! eish.
-Abg Nan
too bad i can't make it on sat. hahahahaha. you're SICK. i dont even feel like you're my abg. like you don't do anything for me. i don't see it, at all. so yeah. i ain't your fuckin' dog asshole. desperate to get my number. hmph. eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.
-Bianchine/♥
7 more days! omgomgomg. yours is like 7 months and mine is like 3, 3 right. wait. july, aug, sept. yeah. LAST LONG^^

*time past so fast,

that's it for now. bubbye:}
xoxo

let the good times roll..

2009-08-12T22:19:00.005+08:00

dearest friends,
thankxs so much for everything. now i know how much i've changed, and how much you guys hated it. but now, i feel closer, just like good old times. yey!

school wasn't so good cause many people were sick. get well soon: insyirah, shab, sharlene, diyana, bianchine. class was quiet..boring. i hate math, i hate math, i hate math, ewwwwww. just hate it. aafter school was fun. ouhh hi nisa! anw, fun because everyone was laughing like crazy at food culture. HAHAH. reporters tk mnjad, haihai. easy, today was superr fun

bought my first gold todayy^^

saiful,
dont be sad. people change, sometimes too fast you dont see it coming..

bumbum,
get well soon syg, eat & eat your medicine tawtawtaw &&& ily :}

thursday's

2009-05-01T14:44:00.004+08:00

what happened on thursday:

emmmm...
nothing muchh..
-tiara went home. get well soon babe. love you♥
after skola geyrekk. they bullied me againn. ishh. the dare was, i had to walk around the skola with my face fucking white like as if i dont have enough blood in my body, with my hair tied into twopony tails. ash, rafidah, nadia held on to me so that i wont run away. took photo with siti all. busted sia..

studyyyy

2009-05-01T13:53:00.005+08:00

its been a while since i update tuu sumerrr sooo here goes nothing..

TUESDAY:

found out that i failed my 2.4km. *sighs* so its like every wednesday, school starts at 8.45, so most probably we would go to macs to eat breakfast or do homework whatsoever. but since i failed, so had to retake on wednesday morning. spoil abesxz.. haihai. after skola, jmpe fariz. raser cam kitorg mataer, padehal-padehal. thought of asking back for my necklace, but guess what? ie tak pakai. tetek ie bejambol uhh. i was a gift. and i want it backkkk!! bey da jmpe kan, da happy, tros tk msj. know what, i see the picture forming infront of me now. he's just using me for what he want. wow. i was so very stupid into thinking that he would change.

WEDNESDAY:

the day that i always looked forward da datangg.. yey. sepatot nyr jumpe diana minnie mouse kol 7. but i was late. all thanks to mami. everyone was late, including my brothers. so yeahh.. sorry diana yes! i passed. 17.__ mins okay pe? i girl taww.^^

to tiara♥: dont be sad, cheer up kayys? you deserve someone better. they said they would change, but in the end, its the same ending. very unexpected kan? be strong! we're here for you hunn.

okayy then it was after skola. had math tutorials and helped to clear the class. diyana was funneyy. heheheheheh. minah vice-chairman. talking bout vice-chairman, i feel like stepping down. think i should, after xams luhh. tk confirm. cant cope. anyway, nnt drng pon suker pe, sndiri ckp yang aku ni tk layak jad chairman. i mean. c'mon, aku tk tawu yg drng sumer nga tngu aku bukak pintu. step aku tawu je? baru 1st time sakk jad camni.. bey kene bag aku attitude cam aku da buat keje ni 1 taon. pls ehh, kalo kaw ingt sng jad chairman, relek sua. kaw try sndiri uhh. kaw sndiri contribute to the noise siaa.. hish. that was the past(kene ckp siang2)
lepas tutorial, aku kene bully. the bullies:-nadia, ashfiee, rafidah.
okay, this was what they did. they tied my hair into 2 ponytails, then they dared me to go to bedok inter like that. so i did.and people looked at me. and OMGGGGGGG. maluuuu sungguh. ahahahah. tapi geyrek uhh.

♥.♥.♥.♥ i miss you biee ♥.♥.♥.♥

sigh

2009-04-26T18:16:00.003+08:00

i didnt post yesterday, did i? okay, so, friday night, at about 11+ i was otf with ayuni and was on the comp when my mother called and asked me to go to my gramma's place to sleep there. i strongly disagreed but i cant do anything so yeah. Thanksxz for helping darlings

so i text him and told him that i would be 'away'.. he's busy nowadays cause of work, :( imy biee

then it was saturday!! madrasah. yey! (i sound so alim) syafiq(brother) and i was late cause he wanted to isap. i joined in^^ its funny to see your brothe isap infront of you.. a little bit awkward, anyways, he came, he came! :))) hehhehehehehe
tsk, alurrmak naz, he didnt turn up.*shakes head* nazly never come nevermind.. the important thing is that mardhiah came:)

da balek rumah, my mother tak masak. hai, boringboringboring

to fariz: i dont know why you're doing this but whatever that i said to you was true. its up to you to believe me or not. you always make me cry whether in a good or bad way. to my kawans that accompanied me on friday, he told me that he didnt off him phone but he's batt was running low and it off, i guess and he didnt remembered me number thats why when we called he didnt pick up. that's what he told me. he also said that he tried searching for us at the block but he didnt see us. somehow i believe him. i hope you change dear..

i told mother that i needed tuition for math. yes, i weak in math. i just hate math. she told me that she would discuss it with my dad.

tomorrow's school. monday. hope everything goes well!

♥.♥.♥.♥i love you♥.♥.♥.♥

tiredddddd

2009-04-23T18:08:00.000+08:00

lets see, started off with my mom yelling at me in the morning. and OMG, iwas actually earlyy todayy!! yeyey^^ i dont know why, its just that i find it hard to come to school early nowadays. like a habit. need to come to school early next time, starting from, MONDAY. i'll try my very very best.

so, every morning, i have to collect the pad locks for my class cause im the chairman. haiyooo diyana, next time help me luhh.. while walking up, me and rasheeqa sayang talked about *ehem ehem* as usual. i have to update her^^ after collecting it, i straight away put my bag in class and rush to the ladies. i had tummy ache. i think its because i ate cornbeef for breakfast. saket siyuul,

then lessons as usual, teachers come and go. *sigh*

recess was fun with TKG:} I LOVE YOU GUYS. cam biase, ketawe2 cam org gilerr. they are the best! though recess was 55 mins, it felt like it was only 1/2 an hour. time pass so fast. its true.

and then it was physics. we had a test, but i didnt study, as usual. aku nie pemalas sangat. padehal exam da nk dekat. tapi tk raser pressure..hmmmm. i slept after i 'finished' the paper. geyrekk. after teacher collected the paper, i slept again. i felt so restless. think its because ive been sleeping late, like 11+ ever since sunday. i dont know how i can tahan also. then the funny part was, when i was like so shiok sleeping, amalina said something, i forgot. heeeeeheheheh. terpranjat siket uhh, she never fail to make people laugh. cant forget when she maki the english teacher. cikgu nyr mukerr, klaka rabakk. HAHAHAHAH

then, it was f&n. again, lots of talking.. anyway, thank you mrs. stevenson for buying for us the file:} she's one of the patient teachers i know. uh-huh

we had biology test after school. and yes, i didnt study. i didnt pay attention in every bio class, apart from pratical luhh.. luckly aznah didnt come in. huhuh. but our teacher, mr leong is like 'soft' not like bapok, so we tend to 'bully' him. but a bit the slenger pon have.

after school, we(TKG) planned on where to go. diana had to buy birthday cake for her mother, and i have to topup my phone. its her mother's birthday! HAPPY BIRTHDAY CIK♥

ashfyy yew and rafidah is so the annoying!!! they like to disturb me. i swear! just so you know, i use powder to school, so what ashfyy did was, she pakai kn for me, and i sooo knew that it was not even. when i looked in the mirror, my face was fucking white. and i had to wipe my face till it looked 'okay'. they never fail to make my day:))

so, the plan was nice. everything came from nadia's brain. i had to meet fariz(ex) cause he tibe2 want to jumpe, topup my card, buy diana's mother's cake. so i agreed to meet him cause he is holding on to my necklace, and i want it back. when we reached, to my surprise, he stood me up. i dont care bout me, but the rest of them were together with me and i felt so bad cause they followed and in the end, he didnt turn up. wow fariz, terime kasih banyak2. im not gonna do anything cause you know why? five words, KARMA. but seriously, you changed alott, really. i miss the old you.

*fast forward*

after buying my thing, we took 69 to tamp mall. okay, there was this girl, mukerr, fanatic sakk. stare2 sumer. nadia immitate her. HAHAHAHAHHA. nadia, you looked funny *giggles*

den dah smpai *fast forward* bought the cake, then went home. tired. everyone was like tired. dont know why. and ayuni kept complaining that she's tired so i told her to go home. MUAKAKAKAK. lek uh girl, maen2 jehh. dont take it to the heart, take it to the ______!! (inside joke)

blablablablabla.. naek bus, turon bus. jalan jalan jalan, da smpai rumah. *clap clap* no one's at home, im alone. yes!

going to watch tellie now. *waves*

♥.♥.♥.♥. i miss you baby.♥.♥.♥.♥