ye, aku retainee, so? yes, i didnt really study. was diasppointed with myself cz i wanted to pass food and nutrition actually. but, i didnt. met with ms martens yesterday together with ibu and ayah and i was shocked? when i saw the report card that clearly stated "retained in sec 3 na" the expressions on their faces. o-m-gee. but what to do? ms martens said that she tried to push me up but she couldnt find those 40 marks. all i needed was another 40, thats all. i didnt do the talking, didnt do anything but just stared at pretty colored file that was aligned neatly at the shelves. ayah asked me earlier, "how did you think your results are gonna be?" i said, "can luhh, can make it." paderhal paderhal. sad? mesti luhh siyool! tk naek uhk sakk. nevermind, can always study again. that was what ibu told me. at least she "support, help" in a way or two. not like my dad. he told me that i have to go home straight after school. and he will use both his hands and feet to do the rest. whatever. but he's likt that. he was so disappointed. he told me himself. i've got no choice. but what i know is, study while i still can.
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