mornnnnnning! currently in school, attending extra lessons. f&n. using lappy=advantage^^yesterday met nazuu, isma, ben, vivern, ayuni and diana. then went to bedok library. didn't go for literature. was too early. sorry babes, aku lambat.mandi lambat uhk. i thought it was at 9 but atually it was at 10.30 am. diana malas nk p. so met nazuu opp school and i got a cake! it was nice, really nice. royals dok. kecian wan, trtinggalkn pt lam bus. dont be sad.. heeee:) thankxs hunn. anyw, they were late. suppose to meet at 11 but they came like at 11.30? understood cuz ben stays at punggol. they(ayuni, diana, ben, isma, vivern) studied really. hahah. vivern disturbed me, alot. he was like "aye syafiqah, i gotta a feeling, tonight's gonna be a good night" hahah. annoying, in a funny way. he asked if i already had sex with nazuu :D fun and funny people. omgomg, then i saw pantat boy. his name is like rozaime but its 'ru'. he's my neighbour. sombong siak. thngk org semcm. found out from amalina. she know everyone. hai.
biee, i'm sorry if mama scolded you ystrdy. i was late too! then i dont know, i cried outside my house. i sat outside for like 10mins crying. ibu asked why i cried, i said nothing nothing nothing. she told me that i owe her something. she told me to get a nice day to tell her. what am i suppose to tell her? i dont even know why i cried. i was being paranoid i think. but i know that i was scared for some reason. i dont know i dont know. stressed uhk sial.
cried alot yesterday night. i'm so sorry if you were pissed syg. i know you were from the tone of your voice. i'm sorry to make you wait on the phone for so long. i'm sorry. i didn't know how to tell you. i was scared. i told you what i wanted to tell you for quite awhile. the reason is, i dont see all that in you. really. honestly. you don't have to do that everynight, starting from now. i'm sorry. why are you feeling insecure about yourself? i dont feel ashamed to walk beside you, not one bit. you dont have to change anything. didn't i tell you before? nobody's perfect syg. ily, just the way you are{: can't wait to see you later hunnehh. that's it for now. *waves*
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