humans are mean. agree? i strongly agree. what i know bout myself is that im sensitive, fucking sensitive. say one SMALL thing, and it can hurt me, in alot of ways. only god knows. why? superrr irritating taw.
right now, im stressed. bout what? hmm lemme see, tmr there's f&n, nothing to hooray about. we have to give m.stevensons our ingredients list by tomorrow, yes, tomorrow. puki kn? bagi time skejap jehh. mapekk sial. blom abs lakk tuu. HISH. and exams in like what, 2 days? yeah. and i didnt even study for anything.. wtf? what am i gonna do? i need space, time. i finding it a hard time to catch up for ss,bio,phy. fuck those subjects. i hate it. I NEED SPACE! I NEED SPACE! I NEED SPACE!!!
what else? moneyy yes moneyy. trying to save, fuck i need to save money. alot. so what i planned was not to merayap nowadays till exams are over. benefits:
1) save duit
2) save duit
3) save time
4) parents wont nag
5) sleep
6) reach home early ~what my parents wanted me to do for 2 1/2 years.
and im also worried for, nadia, ash, fish, tiarajan,wani. i hope you guys are fine.
nazly, what you said, hurt me. honestly. noone said that to me before. and you had to be the first? im hurt, really really really really really really hurt. work hard for the competition. all the best. i feel like crying now, but i cant. you dont have to not skate after this yknw. i dont want to interfere. you do whatever that you like, enjoy, love to do, that is clearly, skate. i dont hate you, i wont curse you. i know you didnt mean to hurt me or whatsoever, but im just hurt. thats all. i had fun yesterday with kak lenny, your very pretty sister, abg khai and you. very nice people. sharlene, i know that you were not outside yesterday. maybe you didnt realise that you said "wait uhh, need to charge my phone.." you bring along a charger when you go out? im not stupid, neither am i dumb. i dont care if fahmy was listening to our conversation the whole time. anyway, it was nice (?) talking to you. laugh all you guys want. doesnt bother me one bit.